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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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So, I haven't written anything at all in a long time because my internet has been broken forever. I'm at Sarah's dorm room now while she is cleaning, waiting for Ryan to call me. Scott called me and told me theres a party at Jason's, but I just want to go to bed, so I might just go home in a few.
Lets see, I moved to Chandler today, far as crap: off of cooper to pecos on a street called wildhorse. That even sounds far.
My room is tiny, like a little box.
I got a new phone, I can text people now, I'm up with the times.
I'm at the conclusion that everyone sucks, for the most part, I feel like I'm being screwed, no matter how I look at the situation, something is going wrong. Is it just me??
My grandmother, the one in the wheelchair, passed away last Saturday the same way my other grandma had passed away, from a brain hemerage. I don't even have words to describe how I feel about it.
Toni and Guy is going ok, I transfer to the Chandler school this Thursday, and then my whole live is in Chandler/Tempe. I've missed a lot of school since I started, which isn't good.
I have a cold, I don't feel good, but I want to go out anyway. I think its a need to just relax and be around the people that I know, or maybe not, who knows.
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Sunday, February 6th, 2005
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Here's a chance to actually update my "gournal".
1. I started school at Toni and Guy
2. I've been hanging out with Sheila a WHOLE ton
3. I met a new really good friend named Sam, Sam squared (what, what)
4. I met some new boys, they are fun
5. This chick screwed me over hardcore
6. Best news of it all:
I got a new CAR!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!
As for everything else, its all the same I suppose. I think we're going to be in Chandler at the end of the month, so bye bye to Phoenix.
(that's the highly shortned version of what I've been up to in the past few months!)
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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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I hate not having the internet anymore, which is why there are never any new entries on this thing, and I don't want to make this really long so I think I'm going to delete my accout cause I don't need it anymore.
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Friday, January 7th, 2005
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Due to the storm that has graced Arizona for the past few days, ruined my internet, so I am no longer a groupie to its power, at least till I get it fixed.
My hot water is still broken, showers between ten thirty and eleven are getting really old.
You, who I want to be with, is sooo far away in comparison to where my life is now. I don't know if that made any sense or not.
Sheila is coming to get me now. My best friend in Arizona, I miss her to death and it's only been like three days.
Zach said he was bored tonight, I was... I saw a movie with my mom, that was fun. Then I got some ice cream with her last four dollars. If anyone wants to save me, call me to keep me company, I'm lonely.
Oh yea, and I think I caught a common cold, geesh.
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Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
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| Subject: | My Cat. |
| Time: | 10:44 pm. |
| Mood: |  curious. | | Music: | Early November (acoustic style). |
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My cat kinda looks like Falcore... anyone remember Falcore?
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So last night was awesome. I got my very first New Years eve kiss and I had a blast. Adam, Sheila, Richard, and I went to this Black and White ball, which Sheila and I refer to it as "sooo laguna beach" and then we went to "the spot", refered to by Richard. Then we went to some chicks house where Richard's sister was supposted to be, he wasn't excited. The chick said to watch her house so Richard and I went to Adam's car while Sheila and Adam stayed inside the house. Then Adam took us home. It was real cold cause Adam's window broke. We stayed up till about six in the morning, cause Sheila was still tipsy and wouldn't let me sleep, then when she got tired, by that time, I wasn't asleep so I made a slide show of pictures on my myspace.
Ok, this is today's story...
We woke up at around one pm. We stopped by my house so I could get some clothing for the night and then we went to Outback Steakhouse so Sheila could get some cheese fries and her family could get salads. After that, Sheila and I went to Zach's house for a bit, of course we played DDR and then we went to some other girls house, I forgot her name. We left Zach there and went to Sheila's house to get ready for Adam and Richard's show, otherwise know as Blue Wall Audience's show. We got lost and finally made it. Richard kinda ignored me till the end of the night. There was a party at Moi's but Sheila's cerfew said that we couldn't go. I got to wear a member's only jacket and someone else didn't... haha, just kidding, you were in Sonny's.
So in conclusion for today and last night...
You are so far amazing, I hope that I can get to know you better cause I would love that. I don't know what is to come and I don't want to push my thought upon it, so, so far its been a blast!!!
In March, I need to get to PA for Shawn, so if anyone has a good tip on discounts for airfare, tell me!!!
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Friday, December 31st, 2004
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So the past few days that I haven't said anything about....
In short, hung out with Sheila and her driving skills, hung out with Rachel and Sheila, hung out with Zach and played DDR, and hung out with Jamie and played DDR. In conclusion, I am now going to have a heart attack five years later, I am really good with my feet (all because of that addicting game, DDR), and I have a set, set of friends for a change. All is well, well kinda.
We went to the Clubhouse last night, I saw Etti with his new girlfriend, it didn't really bother me though. I saw Jeffy for the first time in ages and his lovely girlfriend, I'm happy for him cause he seems happy. Lets see, then we went back to Zach's, played the NEW DDR and Sheila took me home.
I talked on the phone with Zach till about one thirty and then went to bed. My step sister is in town, and my mom has been mad at the way Henry has been acting towards her, no "me time" she says. (Those are the things I dread when I get married).
I woke up this morning at ten to find out that our family wasn't going out to breakfast, so I stayed up till noon and starved myself till I finally found out I wasn't going anywhere. My mom took pitty on me and took me out to breakfast at IHOP. I got stuffed french toast with eggs and hashbrowns. The stuffed french toast tastes like a pastery, but entirly too sweet, so I saved half of it and took it home. We had a bee attached to my moms window of her car for a good three hours. He became the pet bee, I didn't understand why he wanted to stay on the car window and not fly away, I was convinced he was about to die, but my mom said he flew away as we started to drive, I still think it was just to spare my feelings. She's sweet like that sometimes.
In the midst of the bee story, my mom and I went to the mall. We got her expensive makeup and then went shopping for some clothing for me for school, since school starts January twenty sixth and I have to wear all white. Well for those of you who know me super well, I never wear white, so this should be a treat.
I went home and then Sheila came and picked me up, we went to Great Clips and got out eyebrows waxed (the first time for me) and Sheila's bangs cut. Then we came back to her house and we got ready. After we got ready, we went on a drive for some food. LJS's and Wendy's. We got back only for Sheila to decide that she wanted some stockings, so we went back out and now I am here writing this and she is watching the special features on Napolien Dynomite, which I can't watch cause I haven't seen the movie yet... Yeah I know, what kind of person am I to not have seen it yet, but I haven't.
We're waiting for Adam and Richard to come pick us up and then we're going to a party or something along the lines of that. I think this Richard thing is not happening, cause it kinda seems like Adam's doing and bllllaahhh... oh well.
So in conclusion, everyone have a wonderful and safe New Years, and I will talk to you tomorrow, 2005!! YES!!!
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Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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Yesterday was Christmas, and of course the one thing that I really really wanted, I didn't get thanks to my mom. All I wanted for X-Mas was my new cell phone, did it happen, no... My mom told my dad that we're switching phone companies in August, that's still almost a year away, my phone is not going to last till August. None the less, my dad, having no time to shop for X-Mas gave me an already used gift card to the movies, some candy, and two shirts, that really aren't my style (sorry guys). I know I shouldn't be complaining, but I can't help it. I didn't get anything for X-Mas, all my friends keep telling me all the stuff that they got, and combined, I got a backpack, calendar, movie gift card, best buy card, and this outfit that I picked out with my mom five months ago.
After that, my dad let me take his car for the night. I think he felt bad about getting me nothing for Christmas. And of course I messed up cause I forgot to call him.
I went to Sheila's for ten minutes, and helped her detail her volvo, that's right I said volvo: It's a station wagon too!!! SOOOO HOT!
Then, to my house for five minutes so I could open my stocking, and then I went to Zach's and hung out there till Sheila came over. Of course we played DDR!! I kick butt now. Zach says I learn real fast. After DDR, Sheila took us all to the movies. We saw Meet the Fockers. I think it was the funniest thing I've seen in a loonnngg time, and I'm not easily swayed by movies.
Then I stayed at Zach's and came back to my dad's.. so that's case and point.
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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Last night was fun, Sheila picked me up from my house, we went to Zach's, from Zach's we went to Desert Ridge where we saw Unfortunate Events! Jude Law was in it, so it made me happy... at least his voice. After that, we went to Scottsdale Fashion Square, I went to see Gabe and Angel...hoping that Steven would be there. He wasn't. We ate some food, smoked and then went to Tempe. We met Adam on Mill and followed him to Chandler to go to Chris's house. We stayed there for awhile and I ninga kicked a beer into his equiptment (guitar equiptment). I felt real bad. Then Sean and I got into a frustrating argument for twenty minutes. He called me shorty after to make sure things were ok, that was cute of him. Then we got onto the freeway, and of course, Sheila's luck we get pulled over cause her headlights weren't on... he gave us a warning and her parents weren't mad at her for that, just being late home... but how in the world could you make it home on time when you have to deal with the PIGS!!! Anyway, so I stayed at Zach's cause I didn't want Sheila to be late. In the morning, which is today, we watched episodes of Laguna Beach and then played some intense rounds of DDR, which I am now addicted to. Then we went to Mcdonalds and ate off the dollar menu. Sheila took Zach home and then we drove to my house. She changed in my bathroom and went to work. I cleaned my room that I destroyed cause I was flustered about what to wear the other day, and now I am describing in great detail my day. My dad found a car in Gilbert, its a 2000 Toyota Corolla, but it doesn't have power locks or windows, weird!! Anyway, I'm gonna go look at it tomorrow, I believe.
Two and a half more days or so till Christmas, anyone excited?? I'm not.
Someone got engaged, someone that I cared about. It wasn't to me. Not that I would want to be engaged to him, but still, it was a blow to the head! WOW!
No more news for now... prolly later tonight though.
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Monday, December 20th, 2004
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I just spent the past 20 minutes writing about my day today... and of course my computer was set for January 7th, 1998, and you can't have your computer backdated so of course the whole thing was erased. Damn it...
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I got a message from Sean... ending message: Sorry sweetie, didn't mean to act weird last night.
Sheila's computer keyboard is weird, its split in two pieces, very UN-fun!
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So Sheila and I went to Tempe tonight to do something... we had no clue at first, but Sean finally called me after two days and he asked what I was doing... I told him I was on mill ave with Sheila and if he was doing anything... blah... that's another story, BUT we go back to his house and he was acting all weird to me, I don't understand. Anyway, so we leave Sean's and now I'm at Sheila's, shes on the phone while I am writing, I text Sean while Sheila is online, and Sean texts back, so we talk for like a second... then sheila's friend texts her on totally the same context as the conversation that I'm having... soooo... as an end to that, I get all nervous and freak out about whats going on and that I'm gonna be majorly let down, no surprise there...
I'm at a dead end.
My tattoos itch.
End of story!
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Saturday, December 18th, 2004
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ok, so the other day was a lot of fun... broken down:
1. Sheila picked me up
2. Went to Tempe
3. Mill Ave
4. Sheila got shoes at Urban
5. Ate fries and took photos at Fatburger
6. Myspaced photos in front of Starbucks
7. Went to Sean's <3
8. To Sheila's house
9. To Ace and got tattoo shaded in
10. Went home
11. Sean picked me up
12. Stayed at Sean's
Happy 23rd. birthday!!!!
Ok, and now it's today... I just stubbed my foot majorly on the wall cause theres these stupid boxes in the way!!! Ouchhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I'm doing... maybe the sets... maybe a movie... maybe sitting by myself at home... oh well.. only time will tell.
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Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
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One down off my list of things to do for the on-coming year... I finally, and I do mean FINALLY got my drivers liscense... Something a 16 should be saying... How amazing is that??
This Thursday I'm going to look for a car!! Whoo, whoo.
Look out road, here I come!
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Monday, December 13th, 2004
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My cold is almost no longer existant. I have to register for school still, since my mom doesn't want me to go to toni and guy and I'm her puppet. ("But I wanna be with the normal kids, mom!?!".)
I like someone... ooohhooohoohohohohooooooo... (I was trying to make that one sound, come on, you know).
Ok, here's the New Years Resolutions I have...
1. Get over social anxiety problem
2. Stop smoking (it costs way too much money)
3. Get my car (which I need the MVD first)
4. Start school (which in turn starts my life)
I think that's it?!? I'm confused on that one... that's what I can think of right now.
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Sunday, December 12th, 2004
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I think its the Christmas season that's rolling in, but I was really happy being single and now I'm not. All I want to do is at least find someone that I can spend most of my time with, someone who would like to spend most of their time with me (a.k.a. a boyfriend).
Do I sound stupid, or can you single friends of mine understand the loneliness that I'm feeling?? Especially this time of year!
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Saturday, December 11th, 2004
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| Subject: | Under 21 |
| Time: | 1:40 am. |
| Mood: |  dorm rooms need heat!. | | Music: | http://www.ebaumsworld.com/moresexthanme.html. |
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Everytime I'm at the clubhouse, I end up getting pissed off... that should teach me.
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Thursday, December 9th, 2004
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| Time: | 2:24 am. |
| Mood: |  trying to learn it!. | | Music: | Peachcake. |
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I made a silly "myspace" related lj, so you can add me as a friend of lj to that one too: youlikemeandyou.
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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My fish, well he's been looking rather depressed lately, and I just noticed it. My stepdad said this has been going on for months now, but I guess I was too busy to look at the fish. Now everytime I see him, he depresses me, I kinda feel like him.
So, school for me has been finally determined, its GCC for awhile and then to ASU, which I hopefully won't be living with my parents still at freaking 22!! I just want to get on my own, especially with how things go with my parents and I.
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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| Subject: | Its time |
| Time: | 2:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  at myself and honesty. | | Music: | The Velvet Teen. |
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its time to start...
(besides that, this is an apology to everyone that has been struck my my brutal honesty. I'm sorry for being honest, I've come to terms with myself that being that way just causes more problems that hiding what you really think, which is fake, but fake seems to make everyone sleep easier at night... no more, said what needs to be said from now on, thats it.)
Time for me to go to bed.
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